Saturday, October 11, 2008
My brother
today bro's word caught me by surprised. he actually sae mum is biased tat she's always nagging at me for not helping out wif e housework...yet she never nag at my sis which nv helped out at all... at least i'll boil e water, fold e clothes daily, tidy up e whole hse n keeping my room neat... isn't my brother lovely? heehee...
n tat day when i was talking to kaili, she even mentioned tat thats a phrase which bro said n she rmb till now...n tat is' if there's free fuck, wud a guy reject?' of cos in chinese la, my bro is hokkien pai one ' you free fuck shui bu yao'.
thinking of tat i tink almost no one will reject since men r willing to pay for prostitution. Disgusting!
y almost? cos i still have faith in my uncle peter. cheerios!
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
My new handphone
Dear dear bot me this despite me telling him not to cos it was so ex without line...i feel e pinch when he paid for it although it is not my money.. gesture appreciated! Muackz!!!
today i feel e jitters, i zipped my bag when i'm on e crowded train (usually i just leave it unzip)...i'm so afraid to lose e phone...
Saturday, October 04, 2008
KNNBCCB...
My hp is stolen by my prospect...what e fuck...
Damn it!!!!!! My 3 months old hp is gone...
Friday, October 03, 2008
Transformers...
Somehow i feel that i've transformed... not for e better but worse...
i'm not quite e cheerful Jane anymore, been losing focus in work, i dunno what haf i done for e past months, nothing meaningful...
Can u imagine tat i'm feeling calm n furious at e same time? turning crazy? nah...ive always been crazy...but no worries, i need to focus n keep myself busy so that i wun tink of unnecessary stuff... seems like i can still be in e right mind hor cos e lights r bright now, when it darkens, unwanted thoughts will come to mind...
too many things on mind...
ppl just dun learn from mistakes...
what shud i do? haiz...
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Me!
i seem to have become more petty, unreasonable, violent n haf mood swings...
what's got into me?
why am i behaving like a jealous freak at times tat puts ppl off?
izzit my period tat cause me to be so temperamental at times?
i felt so ugly suddenly... hate to feel this way...
i miss my carefree days...no worries, no fear, live my days happily w/o e need to explain, to care n needless to say to even bother...
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Mid-Autumn Festival
This yr mid-autumn is just a simple affair...unlike last yr tat my family gather to celebrate at a park near to Michelle's house...This yr no one seems to be interested in meeting up, have mooncake n pomelo through small talks, play wif candles, lanterns n fire sparkles....
Anyway, i still had my mini celebration wif dear dear n sis at e playground below my house... no one at hm e whole dae...dad went to celebrate dunno at where, mum needs to work, bro went out wif frens...cum to tink of it, 5 of us has not dine together for a very long time... shud find time for it though...
dear dear made this if cos...
me n my dearest sister...
Friday, September 12, 2008
i nv learned my lesson.... met up wif my ite mates at cineleisure to catch up after many yrs..... n now i'm still wide awake after Hongkong Cafe Yuan Yang AGAIN... look at e harm it has done to me... Argh! 4 hours of slp at most n i haf to force myself to get up from e sweet dreams i'm going to have ltr... n now my stomach is rumbling... *Tired n hungry*
